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Sunday, December 27 @ 9:27 AM
love
" i thought i was the only one feeling that way until i asked you. cause you never say how you feel exactly. now, it's the same. i understand you. i'm very afraid, scared i'll get hurt. i dont want to get hurt. not by you cause the word ''love' means alot. "


i love rifdi


i just have to meet this adorable boyf of mine whenever things went wrong. he just know how to make me smile. i just love you, rifdi idraki. he called me baby the other day and yesterday he called me nini. you can call me anything okay, dearest. :P

i woke up early today with two heavy eyes, washed up and everthing. then received a call from nenek saying today tak jadi go yishun. hmmm.. nevermind nenek. your health is more important to me. so, i and khalisah going Assyakirin now. wonder who'll i meet there. :)






"spending a day with someone you love,
no matter how difficult life gets,
is more meaningful than spending a thousand years with someone you don't love. "

so, dont leave me with thoughts that my heart will open back for him,
cause i can't force myself.
it's by nature.

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Saturday, December 26 @ 8:07 PM
cracks

i thought you promised. three weeks past and still no meet ups. then you texted me today saying next week. but then you texted again saying, wait till i get another job.
oh wells, i don't care if you're not meeting me. cause i just don't give a damn. don't say you miss me, cause it doesn't bothers me anymore. you're feeling what i'm feeling last time. too bad. my heart's sealed shut for you. it turned colder day by day. those sufferings i had from you, were enough. that was my mistake, to have fall in love with you not once, not twice but thrice.
i was stupid, i know. you made me fool. i just had to believe all your words. i thought you loved and cared for me. but you're just nothing.
but now, like iqah said, " they're not worth remembering. "
and i believe it's true.
you just deserve sarcasms from me.

alvin and the chipmunks and avatar, which should i watch first?
lame lame, tak tengok jugak aku ni dua cite. -____-
HAHHAHAHAHA!

'sayer sayang awak.' when i read that i went like ni budak serious ke main main. :P

hmm.. there's an upcoming event coming up next week. i dont know why i''m so excited for it. i just can't wait. but why eh? tu la, saya pun tak tahu. :)
i really miss kak nani now. she's so far, so sad. i don't know why i cried when you talked about atok. it just had an impact on me, not once but everytime i asked about him to you.

tomorrow, gonna wake up early again. bring nenek over to yishun to aunt's house. i really hope we'll be there just for a short while. really short while. really really short while.

i'm craving. i crave to bowl, kite flying, meet IQAH and FAD, WATCH MOVIE WITH E.C.
like ibu always say to me, "orang pregnant pun takde mengidam banyak sangat macm kau."
takpe la ibu, kakak happy macam ni. :)








"bella, you are my life now."
it'll be very sweet to have someone saying that to you. ♥

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Thursday, December 24 @ 1:52 PM
twilight

when you can live forever,
what do you live for?

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